9 years ago I got the idea to make a website and begin blogging about something that at the time, I thought would be cool and would help me with my depression. After spending a lot of time indoors ad fully dedicating a lot of time to it, it took off and I was even lucky enough to find help from a few people along the way. One of the things I learned was to not mix friendships & work. I really killed myself working on that website, long nights and days making sure I created content that was cool. It payed off but in mid to late 2014 I stopped blogging and posting. I went through a few years of really bad anxiety & depression and it wasnt until sometime late 2018 or early 2019 that I felt comfortable to write. I got a bunch of emails asking why I wasn't blogging/ posting. the truth is that I was no longer enjoying the content I was putting out there. It was and it's not fully who I am or havent been in a while. My mental health was deteriorating. I became pregnant with my son and he has since been my number one priority. I was also in a very toxic relationship and didnt know it at the time. I know I keep saying that I will try to post periodically and let's be honest it hasn't really happened but I am writing I just don't know if the things I am writing are okay for me to share with the rest of the world I feel like for the sake of my son I have to keep some stuff private. but I will be posting something next month. it might be a bit scandalous and might raise some brows but I feel at this moment that I have been silenced enough & I have to speak on some stuff.
not everything will be controversial, maybe none of it will. Personally, in this current political climate everything just seems to raise such a touchy subject. see you all soon. <3 Kitzz
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If any of you follow me on social media, i recently posted about a fundraiser. This fundraiser is to help her boyfriend receive any heart valve. He was born with a heart murmur. For those of you who do not know what a heart murmur is an unusual sound heard between heartbeats. Murmurs sometimes sound like a whooshing or swishing noise. They may be harmless, also called innocent, or abnormal.If it is caused by a more serious heart condition, your doctor may recommend treatment for that heart condition. ( defined by mayo clinic) I have a dear friend who also has this condition so I know what it looks like and it may be a bit different for everyone.
I told my self that I would do a Birthday Post, a post that I would publish on the week around my birthday. unfortunately this did not happen nor take place. I sat there wrote a list of things & people I was thankful for and things that I wanted to change around my life or things I wanted to change about my self and at that point I got too emotional and just closed the computer and refused to touch it or the subject for the weeks to follow.
Hey Guys! It's been a little while since I've posted something on the blog. As you may know i have a toddler and he can be a handful sometimes. Other times I simply just forget. I really wanted to share with you some recipes, I know their nothing fancy and trust me they are super simple but I still wanted to share. My tot loves them. I think because I cook with him in mind. I try to make food that will will be tot friendly but also taste good for the rest of the family. Since J was born I began to look at cooking in a whole different way. I was saw it as an obligation and something you have to do to eat. I know see it as something creative that i can share with loved ones. I used to hate cooking because I always saw my grandmother stuck in the kitchen 24/7 with no break and no days off. I now believe that it was her happy place. I remember helping her with small things such as beating eggs, mixing ingredients and being her designated food taster. I know my grandmother shined in every meal she made because all of her kids would randomly show up to eat at her home. Now when I think of cooking yes, i still see it as kind of an obligation but I also see it as a creative place to learn, grow and make things with my child and share some quality time with him. I am not perfect at cooking at all. I still consider myself a beginner but a creative beginner. I first saw this image on Instagram and I immediately loved it. I felt like it said so much about self empowerment and about loving yourself. Its such a simple image and yet so deep and complex at the same time. I hope it makes you feel as great as I felt. You did good @maiafadd with this piece of art. bravo! One thing I weirdly pride myself in being a couch potato, why you ask? well... I am a very boring person. just kidding, maybe. I do love TV and getting hooked to good drama, comedy, mystery etc. I think the reason why I like watching TV is because as a child my mother and I moved so much, I used to consider ourselves nomads. Still kind of do. Except that we haven't left San Diego in over a decade. As the only child who always moved around way too much making friends was and is still very difficult. I used to just watch TV instead. It used to be my escape from the real world. I wanted to share some, no most of the shows I'm currently watching on Hulu. Yes I am Hulu and commitment.
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Kitzia
Resides in Southern California, Loves television and taking naps. Archives
April 2020
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