9 years ago I got the idea to make a website and begin blogging about something that at the time, I thought would be cool and would help me with my depression. After spending a lot of time indoors ad fully dedicating a lot of time to it, it took off and I was even lucky enough to find help from a few people along the way. One of the things I learned was to not mix friendships & work. I really killed myself working on that website, long nights and days making sure I created content that was cool. It payed off but in mid to late 2014 I stopped blogging and posting. I went through a few years of really bad anxiety & depression and it wasnt until sometime late 2018 or early 2019 that I felt comfortable to write. I got a bunch of emails asking why I wasn't blogging/ posting. the truth is that I was no longer enjoying the content I was putting out there. It was and it's not fully who I am or havent been in a while. My mental health was deteriorating. I became pregnant with my son and he has since been my number one priority. I was also in a very toxic relationship and didnt know it at the time. I know I keep saying that I will try to post periodically and let's be honest it hasn't really happened but I am writing I just don't know if the things I am writing are okay for me to share with the rest of the world I feel like for the sake of my son I have to keep some stuff private. but I will be posting something next month. it might be a bit scandalous and might raise some brows but I feel at this moment that I have been silenced enough & I have to speak on some stuff.
not everything will be controversial, maybe none of it will. Personally, in this current political climate everything just seems to raise such a touchy subject. see you all soon. <3 Kitzz
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Kitzia
Resides in Southern California, Loves television and taking naps. Archives
April 2020
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